Gak tau kenapa, selalu ada rasa sedih kalo mendengar kabar/brita terbaru mengenai sahabat/temen deket saya bukan dr orang yg bersangkutan
Mungkin saya egois. Tapi kedekatan selama bertahun-tahun, membuat saya merasa jd orang pertama yg berhak tahu ttg dia …
I do consider myself as a VIP for her

Maybe she has her own reason, but it still makes me wondering. And the ‘WHY’ keeps dancing in my head.
Thanks to Allah SWT that I’m not easily get hurt these days. So what I’m doing now is waiting for her to come and share with me as she always does.

Or maybe I need to prepare myself that I’m not as important as I’m before for her...

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